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I can tolerate small doses of covid bs. I used to read voraciously about pharma genocide. Now I can’t even finish Kennedy’s book on Fauci. I need to take care of my mental and spiritual well-being and I meditate and read uplifting things. I try to be grateful for the good things in my life. I try to be kind. I ignore trolls. That’s my solution for now. Thanks, Toby. I’m profoundly grateful for what you do.

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With the amount of insanity and psychopathy prevalent in society, it's no wonder. It's necessary now to completely cut ourselves off, at least in my case. I was already alienated to begin with, but now even more. No big deal for me though.

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I can identify with this. My family completely withdrew from synagogue, I pulled my kids out of the local traditional schools, and we're basically home full time, with a fun, loose schedule and a lot of trips around my tiny country. Our life is our people, and we have to strengthen the bonds and support that we have.

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Etana - cherish it all.

I sometimes wonder about the silver linings in all of this. You obviously have found some. Regardless, it should never have involved coercion and being separated and shut out of our cultures and society.

I wish your family freedom, health and joy.

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So true. Must look after your own mental health.

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Help, lol, I'm stuck in covid clown world! It's doesn't necessarily help that I'm a scientist an an avid, maybe rabid lol, covid everything researcher. I've been schooled, for free, plus it's my chosen profession, for the last two years. I've learned social media, apps, politics, science, stats, law, psych, religion, ect. ect. ect. and the list goes on. I need to break free from my covid bondage and get some of the s... in my life back in order. Especially my relationships with my family and close friends. I've schooled them too, btw. Love you, me ~ " 🎼 Don't Worry 'bout A Thing, Cause Every Little Thing is Gonna Be Alright🫂"

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I use the Gendlin theory/method of Focusing to keep me in some balance; like you, I am over-full of all the sick, perverse horror shows coming from atop the US dogma swamps.

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My philosophy has always been you come, you go, you see, you do, you die. Therefore I have always lived my life to the fullest and take nothing for granted including your health. I think what astounds me the most throughout this entire shit show is people's fear of DYING! How many times must it be said, there was a 99% chance of recovery? What I find the most laughable are those in the absolute poorest of health are the same ones going to the extremes. Confinement, masks AND shields gloves etc. The raging alcoholics - the chronic chain smokers - the morbidly obese. They spend their lives with no regard whatsoever for good health and are now petrified of death?!? I just laugh. Or the cell phones addicts who risk death every time they get behind the wheel of a car because they can't put it down. The irony is just utterly profound. I cope because I have always been a realist and what you wrote was the epitome of it. I do however spend my days wondering how this will end and what it will look like when it does? Will there be massive casualties from these lethal injections and if so how will that effect the entire world? I spend my life reading and taking my dog on marathon hikes. I'm also retired. What I would love nothing more is to start reading future projections rather than all this rehashing. One last thing you forgot to include was the erasure of time. These past two years have been a complete blur.

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Michael Moore really bothers me! I saw almost all his movies and admired him greatly as a courageous voice in the wilderness starting from Roger and Me. Well, he has always been very hefty and unhealthy looking. Now he is all about the whole vaccine stampede, minimizing any downside. I know someone of his intelligence can easily look up data on lack of protection from transmission. So, he wants to vaccinate kids? Why doesn’t he give up the Krispy Kremes and leave them kids alone if he is such a revolutionary? Puzzling and disappointing. I don’t personally care if he is overweight, but if I am being banned from my hometown (New York) for lack of a vaccine pass, then I damn well want him to be forcibly enrolled in Weight Watchers. Otherwise he is being “selfish” and doesn’t deserve healthcare.

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Another one I love is those who drive drunk/stoned and now fear death - or better yet those driving 20-30mph over the speed limit - on rain slicked roads or just weaving in and out. Want a good laugh? Check out how many are also wearing masks!?!

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I had a phone conversation with an obese, alcoholic "friend" on Long Island who drinks & drives tell me that I should get the vax to "protect the community" if you can believe it. Joe Rogan had a very accurate rant recently about the audacity of the unhealthy and obese lecturing others about the vaccine.

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Beth . . . . I think I may have topped your friend although perhaps they're related. I know a woman that I can't believe is even still alive - she is that far advanced in the final stages of alcoholism and I have to assume TRIPLE injected. She is so bone skinny when she turns side wards you can't see her - shakes like a washing machine on spin cycle and smokes like a chimney. She has two small dogs and not only puts booties on their tiny little feet when they go out - WASHES them off when they come back in. The other day she told me she stopped walking them because there are to many people OUTSIDE HER HOUSE that are NOT wearing masks. I'd like to think the alcoholism has clearly caused wet brain but such is not the case. Several months ago she got into a huge fight with another dog walker about NOT wearing a mask. Mind you, we live in a very open residential area on a park like setting street. Thankfully the majority of folks (joggers - bicyclists who were always the most comical) have returned to planet earth and shed the face nappies. Albeit my control FREAK friend - who is miraculously STILL alive.

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Amazing! So now she's staying inside and drinking herself to death while surrounded by dog poop and God knows what else. Probably wearing a mask inside her house, too -- removing it only to take more swigs of booze.

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You nailed it. When people take it to such an extreme and lose all touch with reality - it's clearly mental illness. And of course control also goes hand and hand with addiction which is why you see such outrageous fights. People demanding others comply!! At first I had respect for those who had concerns - than I chalked it up to the uneducated - which failed spectacularly as doctors offices have the most draconian rules. I had knee replacement surgery 2 weeks ago and the nurse demanded I wear my mask as went into the OR where I was obvioulsy about to receive anesthesia!! Trying to explain logic to these imbeciles is futile. Anyhow I digress, How much time do people invest researching the best cell phone and or package? House, mortgage, neighborhood, school system, alarm system, college, car etc.? And yet, they turn on the TV and not only believe, but then spew everything they hear. When you have this magnitude of stupidly on such a unimaginable scale is it truly any wonder how all this came to fruition? We continually read articles that people are finally walking up - I hope they're right because I don't see it. Those who "believe" remain steadfast and admitting they're wrong is probably akin to a mortal sin. In the 60's we had the Vietnam protests - until I see the same, I remain skeptical. I do have a friend who said she wasn't getting the booster because obvioulsy the first ones don't work and therefore why would the 3rd? You just shake your head. This coming from the same woman whose 54 year old brother fell out of bed DEAD! The family swears it was unrelated to the injection which he received a few months earlier. Death certificate stated cause of death - heart attack. BTW my alcoholic friends house is such a pigsty I am shocked it has not been condemned. But she worries about a virus with a 99% survival rate.

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he's been a grifter his whole life. he did offer his mansion on the Mission Peninsula to Syrian refugees years ago, in a massive fit of virtue-signaling, so maybe if you're in need of a residence? Joking aside, sorry to hear he got one over on you all those years.

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I’m stealing that last part. I’m over weight so I can easily adapt that forcibly enrolled in weight watchers to a lot of things.

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I am not sure whether the pharmaceutical companies and their paid lackeys at the CDC are more dangerous when they are making fake diseases to sell drugs, or creating drugs that make real diseases in order to sell more fake cures. Or maybe it's cyclical. Either way, at this point, almost everything coming out of that organization is as fake as their study claiming vaccinations are better than natural immunity.

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Scamdemic brought To you by the Big Harmaceuticals

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Thank you for putting my jumbled thoughts together regarding Harma

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Great thoughts Toby. I agree with your sentiments entirely. Since the start of all of this I got two dogs, work outside at a doggy daycare a few days a week and teach English online with a Russian girl and two Chinese kids. If I didn't have dogs, family, church, friends and these kids I would feel less sane. I feel like we are walking in a tunnel now. I have also written 3 long essays/reports on Covid which helped me too. I think we have to make our own light and focus on feeling joy...and stand up and speak out when we can.

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Good advice! Thank you!!! 🙌

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How did you get the teaching English gig?

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I got a BA in Linguistics and hired at a language school... then a Master's in English as a Second Language. Are you interested in being an English language teacher?

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Oh... in terms of the two students I have... in China and in Russia... they were both referred to me by people at my former job. If you want to find students there are many places online where you can teach.

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You have an impressive résumé! I think I'd be a good teacher but I guess I'd have to get some training. I'd be more interested in informally helping some people.

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Do a google search... Usually there are many volunteer positions in the community. Good luck!

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Thank you!

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Vaccinations have nothing to do with these 'journalists' being retarded as that dysfunction existed decades prior to Pfizer's toxins. The key is there are no journalists in Legacy Media as that industry is merely an extension of Langley's creative writing department. It's not stupidity, it's scripted.

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‘Content Providers’….

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Thanks for your writing! I thought the same a while back, they don't care if society breaks down. And now I think you're right, that may be the goal. Incredible propaganda fueled times. I wonder if we'll get used to it. I have a couple friends who moved here from communist countries, and they said you learned to live your life outside of government control and not believe anything they say.

I just got home from a night of vaccine-free performance art, singing and dancing to live music. Every other week I get together with my vaccine-free friends for a dinner party. That's how I keep my vibes high. 🕺💃

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You and Toby are correct, they hope social ties are destroyed; easier to reduce us all to obedient, mineable robots that way. The burden of re-creating the social community we want is ours, to accept as responsibly as we can imagine, or ignore. Our call. Our children's fates hang in the balance.

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I really like what you say here, the burden of recreating social community is ours, our responsibility. So true and so important. In my life, I treasure my vaccinated friends and family who have not segregated based on a vaccine. Everyone I knew took the vaccine, so I had to seek new friends. All my new vaccine free friends purposely build community together and are looking towards what kind of community/society we want to make with each other and for our kids. 💜

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Every Monday through Friday I enter a world of completely insane covid containment, because I am a teacher at an affluent and self described progressive private school. I've decided to openly rebel against my school's unscientific and abusive policies, which I write about on my substack:

https://allamericanwarriormonk.substack.com/p/notes-from-the-covid-classroom-3

Being able to share with others what it's like inside my school has been helpful for my own mental well-being. My colleagues are either too cowardly to speak up against the madness, or are deeply entrenched in the covid cult, so I don't really connect with any of them. Regardless, I am doing my best to advocate for my students in the crazy climate that I'm in. I keep my vibes high simply by knowing that I'm morally justified in my struggle against the evil Pharma fascists and those they've brainwashed into following their orders, like ignorant school administrators and obsequious educators.

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Being born in the mid '70s a lot of these thoughts are mine. I never understood how the world stood by and let the Jews get slaughtered on the scale that they were. I never understood how people just shrugged, but now I get it. I get the whole "well at least it isn't me" vibe and it is a terrifying feeling. I also get the fear. I don't feel their fear but I understand why certain people are so scared.

Washington State is trying create Covid squads that can "forcibly lock down" families. In Australia you can't leave your house. In France and soon Canada you are not a citizen unless you get the clot shots even though "the science" admits they won't help. Deaths in total are up, but no biggie. It is a literal battle of Good vs Evil and most can't even see it.

The metaverse is simply the new place that people escape too. The world kind of sucks. People's lives have been ruined. You have no connection to anyone because you can't even see their damn face. Families are falling apart The good news is that while some are being forced out of work in the real world others are finding work in the fake one. No masks too! lol.

I hope we can change the trajectory we are on. Thank you for fighting for us.

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Sleepless in South Carolina, restless, trying to grasp such shocking betrayal…at all levels of humanity. One word repeats: demonic. Utter evil that swarms like locusts. Mass psychosis? What about mass ignorance? Mindless, godless people worshipping themselves and their vax pass elitism. My once home, NYC, is a cesspool of Marxist rot. Are so-called red states any better? Three, maybe four governors dared to defy the cdc dictators. The rest? They didn’t do a damn thing to demand informed consent. Show me. Nah. Fascism rules, and with it corporate donor money to those governors, attorneys general, legislators. Take the shot and shut up. It’s not subtle anymore. Few question, far too many comply. Data, hard facts don’t matter. A false sense of being protected from a manufactured virus is obviously enough for some, until the shot wears off and their triple jabbed neighbor dies from the laws of ping pong infections.

Andy Andrews’ little 84 page book sits on my nightstand: How Do You Kill 11 Million People? I think the gnawing hyenas at the cdc, fda, nih Pharma minions sat around a WEF banquet table laughing through their wallets. Yep. How do you kill 11 million people? Lie to them. But this time, 11 million is just for kicks…their real game is just starting…

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It's mass psychosis for some, and mass psychopathy for others.

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Mass murder for many as well - I think at this stage we know that.

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The Reuters article accuses those sighting the current state of collective delusion as a mass formation psychosis, as reductionist without any irony. Have they themselves not understood that they too are captured? But of course this puff piece is nothing short of a shot over the bow. A warning to those who are considering the truth of mass formation, to be quickly dissuaded. Furthermore the article draws bizarre conclusions as to the falsehood of a mass formation psychosis like it is an isolated incident easily refuted. The conclusion reads like a factoid misrepresented. The car crash was, for your information, on the corner of James and Tucker streets not James and Grant. Secondly it wasn't a car crash at all but a vehicular collision involving a car and a motorcycle. As such = false. No car crash occurred. Sounds to me like somebody has a case of the Massforms! How to stay high vibed? Well... You are a beautifully individual creation moulded from stardust. You are pure consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. It's all just a fantastic ride. Death isnt the end and love can never be defeated.

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❤️ 🙌

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Your last few sentences sound like what the late, great Bill Hicks said in one of his last monologues before his death in his early 30s from pancreatic cancer. “It’s Just A Ride”- check it out, it’s on youboob.

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Spot on again Toby. The key question is this: why is there such a huge push to get a completely experimental medical treatment into every arm? Even those who are not at the slightest risk? It is utterly bizarre and deeply sinister. I would love to know who, from the world's political classes, has received the saline instead of the mRNA spike protein concoction.

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All of them. All saline.

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"Fact-checking mass formation psychosis is in itself confirmation of mass formation psychosis." Reading your posts Toby, laughing, helps me cope.

Reading Patriot Patel's Devolution series helps me have hope. The deep state satanic psychos behind all this evil ARE being disempowered. Why do you think they despise (fear) DJT so much and tried so hard thru the fake media to get the world to hate him as well? This war (that's been going on for centuries) is a spiritual battle for our very souls. The deep state's days are numbered. God/good wins!

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The "blame it on COVID" method will serve them well. My menopausal sister had a sudden return to active menses post-vax, while her husband developed frank diabetes after his shot. Both are certain it was their bout with actual COVID a couple months before the shot that was responsible for these sudden strange happenings. Obviously, these are one-offs so no way to prove otherwise, except to wonder why the COVID effects took three or four months to occur, but coincidentally only a couple weeks post-vax?

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Thank you for your continuing vigilance and common sense in a time of tyranny. One thing we must understand is that the Supreme Court is an agent of a completely corrupted government. Even those fighting the mandates for the States are doing an absolutely horrible job - they are playing into the hands of the administrative State.

Rather than argue that the vaxxes - in and of themselves are 1) not vaxxes; 2) not effective and 3) actually dangerous and not in accordance with any basis in a free society they are arguing ambiguous administrative arguments that still give credence to the potential of mandates. These people are not your friends except in extremely rare circumstances. The attorneys should Abe immediately and quite vociferously slapped Kagen et al hard. They chose not to because they are part of the Administrative State as well.

Remember - regardless of the outcome in the Supreme Court these mandates are wildly unconstitutional and illegal. Free states should immediately ignore and nullify any decisions that don’t recognize inalienable rights of individuals.

Those worried need to - quite frankly - lie and use fake papers. Illegal laws and orders are just that. Lie to the liars when you can and subvert and destroy their systems. They want to take your livelihood? Break the systems by lying and, when you can, acting en masse to ignore anything they throw at you.

People need to recognize that every level of government has been completely corrupted. We can replace the politicians but the State apparatchiks will take years and years to dismantle. Many of these weasels will once again hide in plain site but they need to be purged, publicly shamed, and jailed when needed.

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Treason and crimes against humanity are punishable by execution. The guilty will be executed, many of them publicly, which will somewhat alleviate the angst of the millions they betrayed.

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Lying is what got us here

My dear

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And their lies compound with the lies we choose to believe to = collective insanity now properly called mass psychosis movement; we are already seeing the rise of official covert agents creating such mass psychosis movements. Don't finger them; they will finger you.

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Thank you, Toby. I look forward to your words.

My hope is that maybe tonight or tomorrow night you’ll awaken with some thoughts on what we might do about it all. Though the percentage of us who get what’s really going on is pathetically low, there still has to be enough brain power amongst us to engage with one another on a strategy of some kind. We’ve shown already that we have intellectually achieved a win but my fear is that we’ve not dusted off our swords and at some point (the end) we’ll realize that, in this case, the pen was not mightier. (Not saying I have the solution, just hoping some thought leaders like yourself have some ideas.)

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The smile is mightier than the needle

We can knock this clown show down if we can laugh about it enough

Of course folks are dieing no joke

I mean the absurd arrogance

Once you laugh thru the insanity is sort of pops like a soap bubble...

Or, splatters in the fan

Ha ha duck and cover ha ha

No joke but still oddly funny ironic

No end to the material for satire

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would have been amusing if they'd made the same mistake as in 1976 where they enlisted a boatload of retired nurses, gave them 5-minutes of training on those high-pressure injection 'guns', and on the first day they were lacerating arms and mopping-up blood to the consternation of oldsters who quietly stepped out of line and exited.

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👏👏👏

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“Basically the one thing you can’t do is to kill your patients. So you have to get vaccinated so that you're not transmitting the disease...”

These people are so anti-intellectual it's not even funny. They aren't "liberals," they're stupid people.

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This is an important point for me. I have a disability, and self confidence has sometimes been hard to come by. Now I feel great about myself! I never realized people were so stupid and cowardly. They are Vichy-France style mice. Pathetic. The crazy banged-up disabled people I spent lots of time with seem way saner and smarter than most “normals”. (They are very suspicious of and given to sardonic jokes about the healthcare system.) The New York Times now seems stupider to me than a high school newspaper where the faculty adviser tells you you have to take out the article criticizing the uniform.

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